this feeling.

i write this last night..but i set it to publish today..

because? no reason..

 

i have this feeling once..i don't want to feel it anymore..

i'd promise for myself never ever to be in this situation..

but now, it comes again..and i'm afraid..

i'm afraid to accept that i have this feeling..again....

once is enough for me..

but i can't avoid it..O Allah..please guide me..if this is the answer for all my prayer..

i don't have that strength anymore...

i'm just afraid...afraid...again... T_T

kalau dah dapat pembayang, boleh ke terus dapat jawapan?

kalau pembayang salah, jawapan pun salah..

how i wish u understand what i feel..takut itu takut yang sangat takut.